just friends

two words that guys hate... especially if coming from a girl..
hearing this will make you crazy.. like a heroine..

since the first time that you knew her you already did your best just show off so you can get her attention and even if you're just about to quit,when she suddenly talks to you,it's just like you're whole world had just turned upside down.. and when you do so got her attention,you're happy that somehow she knows that you like her maybe even love her.. but what if she takes you as her friend?

what would you do? would you still continue doing those things for her?will you get angry from her? or maybe still hope that someday she will know how much you care for her not just a friend but more than that?

i'm not that strong...especially not that confident..awww...i am a wimp..a big pushover...

9 months of infatuation deadline is almost up..2 months n lng ata..

i am playing with my mind..ahahaha... help me?

24 days before Christmas...
you know what i want..

stupidity redefined

1. The quality or condition of being stupid.
2. A stupid act, remark, or idea.

foolishness
lack of intelligence
a poor ability to understand or to profit from experience

and

a stupid mistake


copy and pasted..=p courtesy of google..^^_


mostly you would consider that the meaning of stupidity..
well tama nmn..^_^

ahaha..

it always hit me hard when someone told me that what i did was stupid.. of course who wouldn't?
even if it hits hard..i can't argue with them..tama nmn eh..thank you guyz!

well that stupidity made me have a different outlook..><,

ahaha... saturday is the day! 6:00 ha!!!

mood swing shuffle

always wished that you should've done that instead of this?
ahaha..u're not alone..=p

but wouldn't it be much better if you don't regret things you should've tried..^^_

eniways

really i was down..this song cheered me up in a way..^^

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

^the chorus^

cool right? haha
funny..besides food,company of others,anime's,RO,GG,movies..music too can help you take your load off..=p

kaya pala may soundtrip..=p hehe

imbes na maglaslas ung iba dyan..soundtrip n lng kayo.! ahahaha






BTW...help help nmn sa bot dun sa valkyrie pRO..><, haha
somehow nagawn nila ng bug kapag extract muh ung packet..grrr
anyones knows how? send me a mail at ajjosh11@yahoo.com

last wednesday...

THAT day I was going home alone since I didn't saw them that day and FYI I'm not always going home alone,just that very unusual day...

Very very early morning that day a friend talked to me about her lovelife and i got kinda inspired by her story.. I don't know why... After that I got ready for school and as usual I am late on going to the meeting place of me and my friends so they left me (poor me T_T). I was waiting for a ride to school when this 2 students stand in front of me. I can't say if they are a couple or not but one thing I am certain they like each other...haha! until we all got a ride to school... inside the fx I got envious... they looked super CUTE!! the girl resting her head on the guy's shoulder..awww.. that was something,that I guess wanted... Luckily I got to school again without any injuries then 4 subjects past,4 professors came and gone... Again I was waiting for a ride this time to home...I seated at the back part of the fx... This time I was sure that the ones entering the fx was a couple.. They're so sweet as you may say it.. haha.. That time I was ready to bet anything just to have that kind of "sweetness"..LOL! I can't explain basta kakaiba ung pagka romantic nila...amp!

Since that freaky wednesday,I got really inspired...haha!

Taking no time to waste...

Taking no important excuses...


I badly needed THAT THAT THAT....^_^

blog blog blog blog blog...^_^

hi blog people...=p

There's this game that I play every night..
In the game I have a guild named Dark Descendants Legacy for short DDL... Every member of that guild was loyal and very outgoing even though sometimes they don't get along toegther our guild master was there to sort things out...

Last month we became the guild of the month..at last our goal was completed..we talked about laying low for a while..then days later when I log in to see what was going on after we took a rest from guild sieges.I saw that they formed a new guild with the same members..they said that they can't stop playing..lol,that made me laugh.."ganun sila ka adik"..haha..well i joined them too since they're my family in-game...

They're this 2 new castle.. We occupied for 2 days then a nw guild was formed called the Prima Fasci... When they first enter they were nothing...but when they're guild master appeard.. we can't kill him..then it got our attention because his guildmembers were dead and he is the last man standing they're guild...after the siege we talked about it and came to a conclusion that that character is edited... For about a week the same thing happens.. we kick his guild members butts and then he breaks our emperium because he can't be killed....another meeting was called the agenda was what was his purpose for that...we eventually knew that he is somehow related with the admin of the server and that's why he can give high salary or have god items..we all agreed that he is doing that because admin want us not to play anymore because our items were just NPc items and still we kick ass by that his server was loosing donations fast because players thought that we members of DDL kill donators while our Equipz were just NPC items and so they thought they don't need to donate to be strong...

That incident started the server to be corrupt... the meeting of the guild's council agreed that we establish our own server..until it's not yet finish we'll still play the corrupt server and show that we can't be taken down easily by just some cheap edited character...

Until now we are playing and waiting for the server... the name of the corrupt server was MyRO..damn that server...

thats all...till the next!

my ShORt stoRY

I knew this guy that only wants a girl that will give him her time,her attention and her trust.

He waited until he could've remember that he decided that he would wait for that girl until he would love again,yes he did love someone but to the guys cruel fate that girl didn't give importance for his feeling at all and so he thought until he finds his ideal girl,he will not love again.

He waited and waited,he even thought of getting a girlfriend just so he would not feel alone and being left out.

He waited and waited again,this time he thought of wasting his time to games so that he won't remember his problems.

He waited and waited...again...this time he put his thoughts into writing so that other guys will learn from him.

He said that even though many things had happened he still is waiting and maybe next time his story is finished..

Even iF..

Have been watching too much movies lately? Noticed something? Have you noticed that almost all of the perfectly good looking main characters have always happy endings? Yep they all did didn't they? Well fortunately for me I have watched a movie that the main character isn't too perfect although it is a PBM.The main character is not too rich,not to good looking,not to funny in other words not perfect.My point is even if the main character is like that he still got his happy ending that means even if we have disabilities,ugly,problems with our body parts and whatever your state in life is you can still have a happy ending if you are working hard for it.

I wrote this post to inspire people who have took life as a nuisance because of what God has given to them.Remember God has always plan for whatever things that he gives to you so accept and love it for God has a wonderful plan for you just waiting for the right time to uncover it.

Be creative and think of it as an advantage.

For example I have asthma so that restricts me to activities that is very tiring or to some seafoods and even too much emotional feeling(Ex. laughing till my guts are out) but I didn't took it as a handicap.I took it as an advantage for example I frequently miss classes thats one,and that gives me more alone time.

YOU must not hate anyone,not yourself or God or even your parents.

I am sounding like a preacher LOL! =p

wish you were inspired...^_^

Simple thought

Tired of waking up in the same old room,eating in the same old table or maybe tired in the same old bathroom?

Ever thought why you're tired from those things you usually see and done everyday? If not yet,think about why you are.Maybe because your an adventurer that always want to experience new things every freaking day of your life or you want to be different from others so you'll look cool? You tell me,why do you need to be different from others if what you have or what you are already is already great?

Not all new are always cool.

Some people just need to be contented in what they already have.

Hey! I know it's hard,that's why I decided to put it in to writing so I can express what I think about the new trends of today.Some really helps but also some will not do you any good.

If ever my friend finishes his course in college and he decides to be a physician,maybe I'll visit him in his office and ask him what he thinks about this...^_^ LOL!

is it or is it not....?

what do you call again the one that you post to your blogs? a post?...

As a first post I would like to tell you all that ano ba dapat nilalagay sa mga ganito? =p
seriously? LOL. Poor me...
Please let me ask you,do you do things the same everyday? if yes do you get tired of it?

I would be lying to you if I will say that i don't get bored...Even if I get tired of it I need to just live with it..Wow..Good thing friends are discovered,they help cheer up your life even if it sooo boring already..so emo boys and girls find friends for your own and let them cheer up your gloomy life..hmmmm..friends..some are true some are not,some help you go up and some pulls you down,some takes away your problem some doubles them..that is the job of a friend I think..to help you think on different things and always change your days different either in a good way or in a bad way...

I've been thinking and typing for about an hour now and this is only that came out from my thoughts....I remember my friends that are members in the school's paper..a correspondent,a literature editor and an editor in chief..when every time they give out the school's paper the first articles that I will look for is the ones that they made and I am always very fond of their articles whether its about an orange girl or a poem or even a movie review..All their articles were really great..I envy them for being great in what they do..I wish I'm good at something too...hmmm..At least I am friends with them and I can be proud with it..


It's already 1:39 in my clock and still I only typed 2 paragraphs..

I remembered when we're supposed to write a theme many of my classmates always finish ahead of me..I guess they always think that much or just inventing lines or stories just to pass a theme paper..
I don't know if this post is too short to be my first in my blog but I have to sleep.YAAAWNN..till the next..=p
kahiya english ko.lol! ^^